Difficult Trials....

I apologize to all those who follow my blog and have been looking for a new post, exciting adventures and most of all great pictures. Well to be honest, I have had all of these, but they have seemingly taken a back seat for the time being. I am going through some really huge hurdles, trials, growing experiences, whatever you want to classify them as. This one trial has shaken my faith at times, but most importantly it has taught me to rely on my Savior Jesus Christ. it is his eternal faith in me and who I am that keeps me going when times are tough, and believe me, they are tough!

These past few months have been HUGE for me. Admitting to myself that I have weaknesses and addictions that I cannot overcome myself. I need His help, the Master's healing touch to deliver me from this evil, this crutch. It has been almost impossible to sleep at night, and to get out of bed in the morning, I mean really HARD! I want to sleep to forget the pain, that pit in my heart that NEVER wants to go away even though I ask it to! I love this picture, I have it hanging in my home. This is me, Christ is holding me, comforting me, loving me regardless of what sin or burden I am working through. To my Savior, I love you, thank you for showing your love and faith in my life. The Master can change us and our hearts, he is ready today to allow us to change.

Luckily I am surrounded by the BEST and MOST loving people one could ask for. To those I have confided in and looked to for advice, I love you more than words can explain, I thank my Heavenly Father for each of you! Your prayers and faith are felt even if I have not taken the time to call, or write to thank you. So here is to healing, 100%. Better days are ahead, I can see it and sense it!